The mental fallout from my abuse was mostly dormant prior to the current lawsuit. It would still torment me in idle moments. Or at night sometimes when I lay in bed trying not to blame myself after so many years for something I didn’t even understand at age 11.
After I signed onto the lawsuit I began to scavenge info from the web, constantly looking for updates. It became almost an obsession.
Thats how I found this forum. The dialog here calms me to a degree. Perhaps being among birds of a feather, both as a survivor and as a former Scout.
Please don’t lock the thread. It’s a va