Right now I feel like religious person who questions his faith when something terrible happens.
I've been involved in scouting for the past 12 years, and I earned my Eagle Scout just last November. I have always been taught that being an Eagle Scout will bring me high recognition in life. I've been told that if a college had to choose between two people and both people had the same qualifications except one person had an eagle scout, then about 98% of the time, the eagle scout is going to be chosen.
I've followed this belief and always thought that I would be have better chances of bein